Life is a Highway...

"Life is a highway and i'm gonna ride it all night long..." well life has certainly been a long "highway" these past few days. I cant lie and say i am not struggling with thing and ryan. i mean we just broke up and i love him more then i have ever loved anyone. i don't really know what to do... should i cut all communications with him? should i give love another chance? though i don't know what he wants to do either...i am at the end of the road... i feel as though i have driven to the end of the highway and i cant turn around. i am stuck where i am and i just need to get back home. i hate this more then anything in the world. i want to be with him so bad. this is driving me crazy... i thought i was going to marry him. what am i supposed to do now? help me!!!